I have never felt so lost, so frustrated, in terms of studies before. Faced with a set of polymerization notes, filled with maths equations that I have no idea what they’re about. I now don’t know who to blame. The absolutely trashy notes with no explanation at all, the professor, my ADD-(I) which prevents me from paying attention in class, or my absolute stupidity as compared to everyone else around me. No one i know has difficulty understanding the concepts except for me. Why?
Forgive the emo outburst. I will just give myself some time to cool down, maybe with a more level head I can solve problems better. Big picture, big picture.
